of caffeine sleeplessness, pacing the groceries stores looking for the cheapest brand, wearing one's clothes inside out, and prolonged periods of self doubt.
I hate applying for graduate school. I also hate not having money. However I kind of got into this mess of my own free will, so I can't really complain. Moving forward is the most important thing now, although sometimes moving forward feels an awful lot like falling.
Being high on caffeine is great, time seems to open up for you, and doing things becomes so easy. Everything goes by so fast.
And I just live for the afternoon light, which is far more beautiful than anything I can say.